It's rising, a thick cloud of it, billowing up to engulf him, and
there's nowhere to go, nowhere to run, because it's his turn to do the
laundry, dammit, and he can't see himself telling Sandburg he's getting
used sheets back because the smell of them is too much for him to
handle.
Thick and heavy, saturating the sheets he's holding -- gripping, now,
knuckles white. It's not just the obvious; the pale streaks of dried
come halfway down the top sheet. No. He can smell the drool on the
pillowcase, the tang of sweat, everything Sandburg's rubbed onto his
body to clean it, pretty it up… all there trapped in the cotton.
And a splash of strawberry ice cream, pinkly innocent, level with the
come, but on the other side of the sheet, so he's picturing Blair
eating it in bed, the dripping spoon raining cold kisses down on the
hot, flushed skin beneath the thin sheet.
Maybe that cool wetness was what set him off. He pictures Blair setting
the bowl aside and reaching down with a crooked finger, scooping up
what he could of the spill and transferring it to the delectable, lush
mouth Jim wants to bite red. He'd be smiling, probably talking to
himself… Jim's heard him murmuring to himself when he's jerking off,
listening for his own name with a shamed concentration.
And then Blair would watch his dick stir and fill, curious and
expectant and peel back the sticky sheet… no. Jim reconsiders. There
was come on it so he'd have had to --
God. There's something about the thought of Blair wrapping the sheet --
this sheet, the one Jim's holding -- around his
erection and fucking up into the tunnel he'd made, the soaked, sticky
cotton rough enough to hurt just a little so you'd have to make it
fast, have to --
He leans against the laundry door and his zip comes down and his dick
comes out and he's ready, he's there and it doesn't take long at all to
get that sheet wet again, and he doesn't talk much, just one word, over
and over as his world narrows, as Blair's must have done, to the feel
of the fabric around the thrust of skin.
And when he's done, shaking, nearly sliding down that fucking door
because his legs have lost the will to live, he can't smell
strawberries and he can't smell shampoo, but he can still smell Blair.
He peels off the borrowed, too-tight T-shirt he was wearing, gives it
one last, appreciative, wistful sniff -- not the armpits; the smell's
too strong there, but along the hem, where the tucked in edge had
rubbed across Blair's stomach, and throws it in with the rest of
Blair's washing.
And tries to remember when he last felt clean.
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