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The path was
no wider than a
man's shoulders; a meandering series of bends with short stretches
where it ran
straight, but it was definitely used; he could see a heel print in what
had
once been a patch of mud, the shallow depression baked solid. Maybe he
was in a
National Park? He didn't remember seeing one marked on the map, and
there were
no trail markers on the tree trunks, but it could be. They'd have
places for
the tourists; washrooms, people, food. He felt a
faint stirring of
hope, and it let him stumble along just a little farther. He rounded a
corner
and the path ended in a clearing. He moaned; couldn't help it. Raspberry
canes, the bright
acid green of the leaves stirred by the breeze to reveal the fruit. He
walked
forward and snatched at the nearest dangle of berries, heedless of the
sharp
prickles guarding them. That didn't really work too well; the ripe
berries
tumbled, lost among the canes, so he forced himself to pick them, one
by one,
with a hand that shook as it worked. He picked four or five, filling
his cupped
hand with the light, sweet fruit, and then opened his mouth and crammed
them
in. The
sun-warmed flesh split
against his teeth and juice and seeds spurted out over his tongue. Oh,
God, so
good, so good. Ravenous now, swallowing saliva from his watering mouth
to make
room for more raspberries, he picked and ate, until his fingertips were
stained
red and full of tiny thorns, hair-thin and itchy. He moved
deeper into the canes
and reached out eagerly for another berry, almost out of reach inside
the
clustered brambles. His fingers brushed something -- string -- and he
paused,
his hunger still acute enough to have blunted his thought, so that
reasoning
flowed sluggishly, like a silt-choked river. String? Why
would there be
--? The quiet,
chilling sound of
a rifle bolt sliding home froze him in place, as terrified as a baby
rabbit,
his breath caught in his throat, his heart thudding fast and sick.
Shit. Fuck. His retreat cut off; nowhere to
run. Oh, this just wasn't happening to him. He wanted to scream, but
that would
bring death, sure as taxes, at best a bullet in his leg to keep him
from
running, so he stayed still and quiet and waited. A raspberry,
dislodged by the
weight of his body against the snaking brambles, fell to the ground,
the small
sounds of its passage through the leaves magnified by the silence. It
hit earth
and Dan shuddered. As if that had signaled the end of the waiting, in
some way
he didn't understand, the person holding the weapon finally spoke. "I was
looking to pick
those for jam. Did you leave me any, boy?" He turned
slowly, hands held
up high, and met the cool, unfriendly gaze of a man with a metal pail
at his
feet and a rifle in his hands. The man was maybe twenty feet away, no
more. For
him to have gotten that close, unnoticed, he must walk like a cat, or,
Dan
reflected bitterly, his own greed had left him deaf and blind. And now
he was
going to pay for it. Well, at least he wasn't going to die with his
mouth empty
of anything but the taste of spit. "I left you
plenty,
mister." And he wasn't going to beg, neither. "'Sides," he
continued, "last I heard, the woods don't belong to no one, so I've as
much right eating them as you." The sun was
in his eyes and
he couldn't see what the man's face looked like, not clearly, just the
anger
there, but the barrel of the rifle dipped and then there was the
welcome sound
of the safety going on. The man held the rifle across his body, the
weight
looking easy, familiar. "The woods
might be free
and clear, but this is my land, boy, bought and paid for, and those are
my
raspberries you're stealing." The man
walked over to him,
and paused, far enough away that Dan would have had to have taken three
steps
to reach him. He didn't think it was because the man was scared of him;
it was just
natural caution, like the kind his daddy had taught him. Except the
lessons
hadn't stuck, had they, because here he was, guts rumbling, head aching
from
sun and hunger and just plain tiredness, with trouble looming and
bruises from
a beating the best he could hope for. "I didn't
know
that." He dredged up a sullen, grudging 'sir' and tacked it onto the
end
of his words where it flapped loosely. "I bet you
didn't."
The man's eyes were light, and his brown hair was cut military short
and
showing early signs of gray at the temples. He'd had it cut recently;
the strip
of pale skin below his ears gave that away. He looked dangerous, and it
wasn't
because of the muscles a faded T-shirt and neatly buttoned denim shirt
failed
to hide, either. No, it was
the eyes.
Ice-gray, the color it got in winter with the dark, cold water swirling
under
it, fast and hidden. Those eyes didn't belong here, in this green
clearing on a
fine July morning. "Would it
have made any
difference if you did know?" the man asked him. "No." The
man's
expression got closed-off and the skin around his eyes tightened. "I
was
awful hungry," Dan offered by way of explanation. "Haven't eaten
since…" He hesitated and thought it through. Did he count the breakfast
of
the day before or not? "If you can't
remember,
then I guess that means you must be." Something that might have been a
smile, a barely there quirk of his lips, passed over the man's face.
"Get
back to town, boy, and tell your mom to cook you up a stack of
pancakes." "Town? What
town?"
The words were blurted out before he could stop them. "I mean, uh, I'm
sort of turned around, mister; which direction should I take?" "Simcoe's six
miles due
west," the man said, and jerked his head. "That way. I take it that is where you're from?" "Simcoe, yes,
that's
it," he said and nodded his head for good measure. Six miles? Could he
walk that far? The raspberries had been tasty, but not all that
filling.
Course, there might be a house he could stop at before he reached the
town;
someplace he could earn himself breakfast at least. The man
sighed. "Boy,
you disappoint me. A thief and a
liar? Hell's just gaping open waiting for you, isn't it?" There was an
ironic undertone
that made Dan doubt the man was the religious kind, but there was
nothing
amused in the look he got. "I don't
understand
--" He swallowed, the taste of raspberries fading fast as he realized
what
the man had done. "You tricked me." That didn't
get an answer,
but something that obvious probably didn't deserve one. "Ran away,
did you?" To Dan's way
of thinking,
that was the kind of question a man should think twice about asking; it
wasn't
real likely you'd get a truthful answer to it. Somehow, though, with
those eyes
staring holes in him, lying wasn't easy. He settled for a nod and then
qualified it. "I'm not in trouble. And I'm old enough to do what I
please.
So it's more like I'm… traveling." "Traveling."
The
man pursed his lips. "Yeah. I can see how that sounds better. Heading
for
somewhere, not running from." Dan nodded.
"I'm going
to Canada." Shoot. Never volunteer information; his granddaddy had
taught
him that and his daddy's belt had slapped the lesson in deep. The man
whistled admiringly
through his teeth and there was just the faintest warmth in his eyes
now. Dan
wished he could think he'd impressed the man, but he wasn't dumb; the
man was
laughing at him. "Well, that's a ways from here, so I guess you'd best
make tracks, boy." Dan eyed the
space between
them and took one cautious step forward. "I -- I'm sorry about the
berries. I can pay --" He closed his eyes for a moment. He'd just told
the
man he had money; what was wrong with
him? The man's
voice was about as
gentle as it got, he figured. "Forget it. Just get off my land, okay?
There's a road into town -- Carlyle, it's called -- about a mile away.
I'll
point you in the right direction." Dan nodded.
"Thanks,
mister." The man
stepped back, so that
Dan could emerge from the tangle of briars, still not relaxed enough to
turn
his back, Dan noticed without surprise. They walked side by side to the
far
edge of the clearing, where another path began. "Down there."
The
man pointed with a lean, strong hand, all long fingers and tan. "You'll
come to a split in the path; take the left one. Once you reach the
road, turn
left again. An hour or so's walk will bring you into town." "Maybe I'll
get a
ride," Dan said. He was too tired to be cautious and it stood to reason
that a quiet country road was going to be safer than the main highway.
Only
locals using it, and they wouldn't risk fouling their own doorstep by
using him
for sex when he could flap his jaw around town and make it hot for them. The man
glanced at him
sharply. "That what you've been doing?" Dan shrugged.
"Maybe.
Sometimes." He waited for a lecture, but he didn't get one. Somehow,
though, he got the feeling 'stupid' had just been added to the list the
man was
making about him. "I can take care of myself," he added. This time the
glance was
skeptical, but Dan got no more than a lifted eyebrow by way of comment. "Well, thanks
again," he said awkwardly, and, moved by an impulse he couldn't
explain,
put out his hand. After a pause, the man took it, his palm warm and
hard
against Dan's. It was like licking the end of a battery; Dan felt a
spark and
tingle race through him, sweet and sour, fire and ice. God, the last
time he'd
felt like this, he'd been naked, pressed close to Luke in the dark, his
hands clumsy
with nerves. The man's
eyes widened
fractionally and then every emotion drained away and left his face
expressionless. He dropped Dan's hand without shaking it and for the
first time
turned his back. Dan watched
him walk across
the clearing to the pail, the rifle cradled across his body again. The
man
didn't turn back and Dan got the idea that he wasn't going to until Dan
left. Which he did,
his heart
pounding with relief. He got about a hundred yards down the path when
the
dizziness inside his head swelled and burst, so that all he saw as the
path
came up to meet him was a sparkle of white against darkness. His last
thought was that
maybe the man had decided to shoot him after all.
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