Evil might not sleep, but eventually the employees of Wolfram &
Hart leave the building in the hands of the cleaners and the guards.
It belongs to Angel then, in a way it never does when the sun is
shining.
He wanders around his empire, wondering why, when he used to claim a
city, they expect him to be impressed by this glorified office space,
but secretly he is, he supposes, because deadening the scuff of his
feet as he walks, cushioning his ass as he sits, filtering the light of
the sun, is power, undiluted and raw.
And evil it might be, but he feels a grudging respect all the same,
sniffing appreciatively at the tang and bite of it in the air.
But sometimes the power feels like something he's subject to, not
wielding, and that's enough to make the suits he wears feel like
straitjackets, and his penthouse a prison.
Which is why, after all, he's here outside Wesley's office.
A side-effect of all the introspection is that he generally knows
exactly why he does something. This, tonight, right now - in part at
least - is because he wants to feel in control of something, someone.
That's ABC-easy to figure out.
And so is choosing Wesley to be that someone.
There's more to it than that, he supposes, and he's fucking certain
Wesley's got a whole different take on it, but he doesn't plan to ask
for details. That's really not what this is about.
The light shining out from Wesley's office is soft, warm and welcoming.
Behind that door Wesley's waiting and maybe, if the glances and nervous
swipes of tongue over lips, the clumsy hands and trip-happy feet of
today are any indication, he's picked up on Angel's intent enough to
make this visit expected.
Which is almost enough to make Angel turn on his heel and go back
upstairs; leave Wesley waiting for yet another night. Almost. On the
other hand, it means that when he opens the door, there's enough
genuine irritation on his face that Wesley flinches, the quick, happy
smile fading to uncertain apprehension.
And yes that's good, because it might be a game for
Angel, although he's already got his doubts about that, but for Wesley
it has to be real.
He can give him that much at least.
"Working late, Wes?"
"Yes, I'm just finishing up the translation of the -" Wesley swallows
the rest of his words and eyes Angel uneasily. "Is that a problem?"
"You not taking care of your assigned work in office hours?" Angel
purses his lips as if he's giving that serious thought. "Well, have to
say you're not impressing me with your efficiency, Wesley. Want me to
send you off on one of those time management courses or something?"
The cruelty of it, unexpected and sharp, leaves its mark on Wesley; his
pale face darkening with shamed heat. Oh, God, yes, he's pretty like
that, Angel thinks. But Wesley's come a long way and he gets points for
a level voice as he meets Angel's gaze. "I don't believe that will be
necessary, Angel."
Angel lifts his eyebrows, still framed in the doorway, his arms folded
across his chest. "Well, we have to do something with you, Wesley."
"It's not as if I claim overtime," Wesley points out, not letting his
gaze drop.
"No, you don't do that," Angel agrees. "But if it's all getting too
much for you -"
"It's not." Definite and defiant, the words hang and quiver between
them.
"Don't let me down, Wesley," Angel says softly, not even trying to make
it a warning rather than a threat.
"How would I do that?"
Angel starts to walk towards him, taking his time. Wesley places his
hands palm-down on the desk in front of him and his heartbeat speeds
up, but he keeps a look of polite interest on his face, although his
eyes are blind with something Angel won't allow himself to wish were
fear.
He walks behind Wesley, who doesn't turn, and rests his arms on the
back of Wesley's chair. "That's an interesting question, Wesley. Kinda
makes me think you want to know the answer so that you can go right
ahead and do it, just to piss me off."
"No, I wouldn't -"
Angel slips one hand around Wesley's neck, his thumb rubbing slowly up
and down, his fingers pressing against Wesley's throat. Wesley stops
talking and freezes in place, the scratch of his nails against the wood
of his desk as his fingers spread wide and then contract the only sound
in the room, because Wesley's stopped breathing.
"I think that's just what you'd do, Wesley." He makes his voice drip
with sorrow and regret, as fake as the plastic flowers Cordelia once
gave him. "If I'd let you." Wesley's throat shifts under Angel's
fingers as he swallows and takes in a shuddering gulp of air. "Do you
think I'm gonna let you, Wes?" He lets his fingers caress the skin he
knows they've left reddened. "Well?"
Wesley's brief attempt to keep his composure is over. "Please..."
"Now you're not making any sense," Angel chides him. "Please let you
disappoint me? Tell me you don't mean that, Wesley." He can feel the
words cluster thick in the throat his fingers clasp but before Wesley
forces them through lips stiff with tension Angel continues, "Because
if that was what you were asking, I'd have to punish you, you know."
And Wesley surprises him, bypassing the open, inviting trap, ignoring
the way out, marked so clearly, and finding a third way.
Attack.
He pushes back from the desk, knocking Angel's hand away, sending Angel
staggering back a single step.
Then they're facing each other and Wesley's face is marked with
emptiness, hunger and pain.
"Not like this," he says, with an intensity that's enough to make Angel
pause, but not for long. "You don't need to play games. Just tell me
what to do -"
"Kind of thought I was," Angel says. "Congratulations, Wesley. You
managed to fuck it up in less time than I would've thought possible.
'Night."
And he means it, he really does, which is why there's genuine horror in
Wesley's eyes as Angel gives him a tight, humourless smile and steps
aside before heading for the door.
Takes Wesley a while to work out what to do to stop him leaving. In
fact, Angel's half way down the corridor when Wesley comes up beside
him, moving fast enough to get in front of Angel and leave him with a
choice of stopping or walking right over him.
He stops because he's curious. No other reason. Really.
"You don't get another chance, Wesley."
"Not even if I beg for it?"
Angel smiles at him with a pitying kindness he knows has to sting. "You
got permission to beg, Wesley? Didn't think so."
Wesley turns and punches the wall, driving his fist against the plaster
deep enough to dent it, the shock of the blow jarring his arm.
Breathing heavily he turns and steps close to Angel before bringing his
abraded, bleeding knuckles up to rub hard against his own lips, smearing
them scarlet.
As amends go, it's not bad.
"Kinda wanted the first time you bled to be down to me," Angel muses,
giving Wesley nothing to hang a hope on.
"It was," Wesley says.
Oh well, if that's understood...
Angel doesn't kiss him; doesn't plan on kissing him for a long time
yet, but he hooks his middle finger under Wesley's chin and holds him
in place while he licks Wesley's mouth clean. Wesley's lips tremble and
part but he's got the sense to be passive. When Wesley's mouth is wet
and bare, Angel steps back.
"You've earned the chance to beg," he concedes. "But I know you,
Wesley. You're persuasive and I don't like that. Got enough people
trying to manipulate me without adding you to the list. So you don't
get to talk again tonight." Wesley's eyes widen and there's that
delicious look of panic again. Angel smiles and leans forward to
whisper confidentially in Wesley's ear. "Want to know what would've
been happening to you if you'd been my good boy, Wes?" The whimper
Wesley tests the limits of 'no talking' with is enough to make Angel's
cock ache with the sweetness of it, cotton candy on a rotten tooth.
"You'd have been bent over your desk, Wes, pants down, ass bare where
your shirt doesn't cover it. And I'll let you keep that shirt and I
won't even push it out of the way." Wesley's trembling now, full
body-shivers without breaking the position he was in when Angel told
him couldn't speak, "No... I'll be using my hands for something else.
Don't need to spell it out, do I? But maybe you don't want even
that much protection, Wes, what do you think? Maybe you'll be arching
your back, rising up on tiptoe, wriggling your ass until your shirt
slips up and rests in the hollow of your back."
He can see the pulse throbbing in Wesley's neck; hear the hoarse,
desperate pants of Wesley trying to breathe steadily.
"Do you know how fucking shameless you look doing that? Do you care?
You should do, Wes... because I can guarantee I told you not to move -
and you know, any way we play this, you're such a disobedient fucking
slut I don't know why I bother with you."
Wesley shakes his head with a stubborn desperation and Angel can smell
the salt of unshed tears he'll have to do more than this to get to see
spill.
"You think you know better than me -" Wesley gasps as Angel reaches
down and unbuckles Wesley's belt, sliding it free of the loops with a
casual snap-crack. "Think we both know deep-down that's bullshit, Wes."
He nods at him. "Turn around."
Wesley turns, back rigid and Angel reaches around and forces the
leather of the belt between Wesley's teeth, pulling it back and
twisting his fist around the ends until his knuckles are digging into
the back of Wesley's skull.
"This is because I don't trust you to remember that I gave you an order
to be quiet, Wes," he tells him as they start to walk along the
corridor. "I don't trust you at all when it comes to obeying me. You've
got to earn that as well as learn how. But I'll help make it easy."
They reach the double doors of Angel's office, standing invitingly
open, and he urges Wesley through, listening to Wesley's frantic,
laboured breathing and knowing the only time Wesley's come close to
true panic was when he thought Angel was going to leave him alone.
Nice that they're on the same page here.
He slides the spit-wet belt free from Wesley's mouth and studies the
teeth marks in it with a mild curiosity.
"For instance," he says. "Tomorrow it's gonna be easy for you to
remember I wasn't pleased with you tonight." He smiles and goes to sit
in his chair, beckoning Wesley over to him. "Because that belt's going
to be on your desk, right where you can see it. And you're going to
remember how it tasted between your teeth, and how it helped when you
bit down on it to keep from talking."
He motions Wesley closer and pulls down Wes' pants and shorts, tipping
Wesley over his knee without ceremony, ignoring the moan that comes as
Wesley's cock, swollen and slick, gets Angel's lap to rub into.
"You come on me, you'll clean it up with your tongue," Angel warns.
"And if that gets you off, trust me, I can think of plenty of ways to
punish you that won't."
He supposes he should've known someone like Wes would get off on the
words as much as the pain because even that's enough to have Wesley's
ass lift, just an inch or two, so that when he settles down again
there's another of those sounds that even a human would need to be deaf
to miss.
Angel sighs. "You're gonna disappoint me again, aren't you, Wes?" He
grabs a handful of Wesley's dark hair. "No. Don't shake your head. You
are. Want to know why?" Angel settles back in his chair, hearing it
creak under the unaccustomed weight of them both. Wesley's thigh is
pressed hard against the upward strut of the chair arm now although
that's mostly his fault because he's spreading his legs as wide as he
can and still have them on Angel's lap.
Angel wants to touch all that new skin, places on Wes he's never seen,
never felt, but he can't. Not yet. And that's
definitely Wesley's fault.
"I'm gonna make this nice and simple, Wesley. Not because you wouldn't
get it complicated- you're clever, and I know you would. But I'm tired
of waiting, or you wouldn't be across my knee, so I want to make this
fast."
Wesley doesn't answer, unless you count the soft, fast, in and out of
his breath. That's nice. That's good. Angel spends all day being
interrupted by people when he tells them what to do and the pleasure of
talking to someone who's doing nothing but listen is an unexpected,
unlooked-for bonus of all this.
"I don't know why you want this and I don't particularly care. Could be
you've got good reasons, could be it's just what gets you off. Don't
care. I know why I'm doing it - and yeah, I bet you've worked it out
too, because you've had time to think it through - I've
given you time -" He smiles. "I'll let you speak for
just long enough to say three words."
"Thank you, Angel," Wesley says in a voice that's barely his and yet
pure Wes. Angel makes sure his body doesn't react to that fervent,
grateful obedience but Wes can't see his face, and he allows himself a
long moment where his eyes are closed because when they're open he
can't take them off Wesley and that's not making this easy.
"You're welcome. So that's 'why' and now we move onto 'what' and that's
where you're gonna let me down, Wes. You see, I want to use my hand on
you until you're some place where nothing exists for you but that. My
hand. Your ass. Nothing else. Wes, you move like that again and this
ends now, you got that? Good. I can get you there, but it takes time,
and you're gonna come so fucking fast I'm not going to have that time.
You're going to disappoint me."
Wesley's lying still now, and it's a tense, trembling, defeated
stillness. Angel pats Wesley's ass for the first time and gets a
whimper that's eloquent enough to come close to being disobedient.
"See?" He reaches under Wesley and grabs a handful of his shirt,
hauling him upright and pushing him back against the desk, releasing
him at once, so Wesley's standing in front of him, dick out, hands
grabbing at his pants which are starting to slide down.
"Stop that," Angel says. "Kick off your shoes and socks. Strip down
apart from your shirt."
Wesley hadn't expected this, he can tell. Probably never thought
he'd have to show Angel his face until it was over either. He's been
biting hard on his lip to keep himself from talking and it's swollen
and cut. There's the faintest smear of blood there but Angel's looking
at the blush that's rising in Wesley's thin cheeks when he's finished
undressing.
"You ever think what it's like for a vampire when you're all hot and
flushed like that?" he asks conversationally. "Blood rising to the
surface, separated from me by skin I could tear with the tip of a fang?
Any idea how fucking tempting you are right now, Wes? I don't think you
have, or you'd be running."
Wesley shakes his head.
"Thought you were clever," Angel says. "Trusting me isn't always smart,
Wesley."
If it's possible to look obdurate when your dick's leaking and your
eyes are tear-glazed with need, Wesley manages it.
"But you can trust me to find a way out of this problem, so maybe we're
both smart," Angel goes on. "No way - no fucking way - have you earned
my hand or my mouth on your cock, Wesley, and you're not getting that.
But coming, yeah, you can come. That way I get to take my time and you
get to concentrate on what I'm doing, not this -" He taps his finger
hard against the side of Wesley's cock and watches the small surge and
spill of precome with interest. "You really are a fucking slut, you
know that?" he says pleasantly. He reaches down and picks up Wesley's
shorts. "Jerk off into those, Wes. Make it fast, not fancy,
don't make a mess on the floor, and hey, if you
want to pretend they're mine, go ahead."
The spark of anger in Wesley's eyes just makes him chuckle.
He waits until Wesley's wrapped his hand around himself and dealt with
the rush from that first contact, and then reaches past him and picks
up a file. "Hurry up," he says absently, starting to read it.
Now this is a gamble. Wesley's getting punished here, whether he knows
it or not, and the only thing Angel's not sure of is what's going to be
worse for him; being watched as he jerks off, or being ignored.
Angel's going with ignored. Not that he's oblivious to what's going on,
of course; the air's thick with the rich scent of blood and sex and
Wesley's making these anguished, tiny noises that don't go anywhere
near to hiding the skin on skin sounds. Just as well. Angel wants to
hear them. He can tell the moment Wesley's foreskin retracts and stays
like that and he can definitely tell when Wesley's balls tighten
because his hand speeds up and then Wesley comes and he's gasping, hips
jerking and those cotton shorts are soaking up a whole load of released
tension along with the spunk.
Angel sees Wesley recover and watches, sidelong, as Wesley dabs at
himself looking anxiously down at the carpet.
"You done?" he enquires, leaning forward to put the file in his out
tray. "Right. Over my knee again, Wesley." He sits back and doesn't
help Wesley at all, watching the agony of embarrassment on Wesley's
face as he lowers himself down across Angel's knee. "Makes a difference
when you've got more to think about than your dick, doesn't it, Wes?"
he asks, touching the supine body without hesitation now, adjusting
Wesley's position enough to make it quite plain that Wesley hadn't got
it right. "Think about how you are, Wesley. How far apart your legs
are, what your hands can touch, what you can see - got it? Good." He
sends Wesley sprawling to the floor. "Do it again."
It takes Wesley four times and Angel keeps any anger from his voice as
he repeats, "Do it again." Not difficult - Wesley nailed it first time
after all, and he gets it right every time after that - but he doesn't
stop repeating the order until he sees realisation dawn in Wesley's
eyes that he's only doing this to suit Angel's whim. Once the penny's
dropped that he's not fucking this up, Wes relaxes, which means it
stops being worth doing.
Angel slides Wesley's belt between his fingers. "Could let you have
this to bite down on," he muses. "Might make it easier for you -
'course, that's not really high on my list of priorities right now.
Maybe if we do this again and I'm feeling pleased with you I'll let you
use it - or give you permission to scream and beg and say all sorts of
things. Could be fun. But not tonight." his voice is gentle as he leans
in and says softly, "Tonight, all you have to do is suffer in silence
until I think you've had enough. You do that and you'll make me happy,
Wes."
His hand cracks down without warning, drawing blood in a way because
Wesley's teeth go deep into his lip, and Angel feels
the faint sting, instantly fading, in his palm. By the time he's
finished he wants that sting to be a throb that lasts for at least as
long as it takes him to jerk off. Going to take some doing but it'll be
worth it to feel a warm hand around his cock for once.
And yeah, he could have Wesley's hand, mouth or ass around it, and he
knows it, but by the time he's finished with him, if he's done this
right, Wesley won't be in any state to follow orders or to be anything
but a real disappointment.
Angel doesn't want that happening.
Not to his Wesley.
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